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camille’s brithday debut was epic!!!!

grabe ang epic ng entrance, ang epic ng party, ang epic ng surprize!

proud na proud talaga ako sa kanya.

i love you camille! happy birthday

nakakataba lang talaga ng puso.

dahil sa mga nangyari noong nakaraang linggo.

nagpapasalamat po ako.

kung kaya ko lang mamigay ng isang malaking kapya ..wee~

oo nga pala. extended na ang term namin. pinahaba. grabe lang.

yung laptop ko, bahala na lang muna… madami pa naman computers dyan. ang kelangan ko lang talaga sa ngayon ay isang flash drive.

okay?

ngiti

tawa

belat

bleh

dila

ngiti uli

i remember the moment by his death bed

i remember the last words i gave to him

i remember how he held my hand tight

and i was the  last relative he talked to… it hurts so much

i can remember the look in his eyes on me before i left him in his room… when he was still alive

then i clearly remember the horrifying experience

to witness my Mamay dying in front of me, i was calling out his name telling him to wait for  few more days.

too late.

i remember the time i sang to his memorial service in church… i failed, i choked and just cried.

i failed.

i also made a video tribute to him. it was previewed once then my laptop crashed. i was heartbroken

those sleepless nights just to finish that movie on time. i failed.

but this time i won’t fail him.

he visited me once in a dream telling me to sing a song for Nanay on her birthday.

i promise, i will.

i miss you, Mamay.

canace looks back as she traces back the past.

all she can do is smile and wonder what’s happening to all of the people who once touched her life and left memories that she will treasure forevermore.

“maybe they are happy with their own lives now”, she thought. “Wait, Princess Abiona?”

how is she….where is she?

umuulan nanaman. may darating pa yatang bagyo. nakakaantok yung panahon. sobra. ewan ko. nakakatamad ang linggong ito. sisihin na lang natin ang global warming sa malabong panahon, este sisihin na lang natin ang ating mga sarili dahil tayo ang nagcontribute sa global warming.

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gusto ko bumagal ang oras. gusto ko slow motion ang lahat. kahit yung masamang pangyayari slow motion. ewan ko kung bakit. gusto ko mabagal ang lahat.

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PAGOD ako. naglinis kasi ng buong araw kahapon.

PAGOD din ako sa kaiisip.

kahit sa panaginip nagiisip pa rin.

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R.I.P MISS FORMER PRESIDENT. THANK YOU

pinanood ko ang news. nalulungkot talaga ako pag nakakakita ako ng memorial service pati burial. naalalala ko si Mamay minsan. basta ang alam ko, masaya na sila ngayon sa piling ng Diyos

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gusto ko lumipad, sumigaw at managinip na lang. gusto ko din mamigay ng mga kapya

why should our differences be the factor of this turbulence when we can all compromise? if we don’t settle our differences, then we are too selfish to accept one’s heart as we close our doors against them just because of that factor.

am i right…or wrong?