*nakikinig ako ng musika*
(“We swore we’d never end up here..” ~Julia [click ka dito])
kwentuhan
pano ko ba ito gagawing maikli? sige subukan ko, magiging malabo lang naman itong post na to.
+ nah +
as much as i want to erase things
as much as i want to deny it
as much as i want to say it did not exist
i just can’t
and i poured whole self empty
+ lee ricks +
hindi ko ipopost dineh ang buong kanta kasi hindi pa ito tapos.
kailangan pang ayusin ang tono at irecord at salamat sa aking dalawang super friends dahil tutulungan daw nila ako.
yiii tinkyo 
sabihin ko sa inyo matagal-tagal na din bago nakagawa ako ng matinong kanta.
kung tutuusin apat na taong nakalipas na nang huli ako nakapagsulat ng magandang kanta.
oh heto… kapiranggot na bahagi ng isinulat ko
i had a dream
i coughed blood to my hands
that dreadful sleep
you were’nt there
you weren’t there
aaah..beauty of a breakdown
+ musika at katahimikan sa gabi +
may gusto akong gawin.
gusto ko makinig ng mga musika ng nakaraang taon sa isang tahimik na gabi.
kung saan ako lamang ang gising at pababayaan muna ako managinip sa ilalim ng mga bituin.
ang sarap balikan ang nakaraang taon.
gusto rewind muna lahat. tapos pause. tapos play. rewind ulit.
mabilis pala ang oras no?
iniisip mo din kaya yun? ang mga nangyari noong nakaraang taon?
masaya di ba? kung kelan kakapa-kapa pa kung tunay ba talaga o ilusyon.
di pala ilusyon yun. hay … salamat ah.
+ just to empty my brain +
wow hello there!
this is a blog post.
this is something that is a thing.
this does not make sense.
hello hello hello.
oh. pizza, graham crackers, smell of the beach.
hahaha. laugh. smile. cry.
cry? yes. cry. why cry? bakit nga ba?
i know right? yes. wow. whatever. whatever? that’s sounds sissy to me.
mean? …yes.
i am trying to empty my brain. hi hello plurk plurk plurk.
i love you. yes you. thank you.
i hug you. pwede? thank you!
i see you. don’t look at me.
oh it’s you again. drop that cigarette and smile.
wag nang pa-cute at magpapogi o magpaganda hindi bagay sa yo
magpakatotoo ka! charing!
labo no? oo malabo. kasi utak ko to. madaming laman.
papa-paparazzi. zambis zambis plants vs zambiiiis!
i’m tired. tired of you. yes you. me? yes me! look at me! mirror hello! you! found you!
+ random free-writing +
too much can lead to destruction
no matter how good or important it is
too much is too much
even i can make those ‘too much-ness’
there are things in life that we should not be the center of it
we are not the protagonist all the time
we are… human
imbalances are not actually the problem in the world.
just a thought
how you treat a person is not like a test paper.
talk to God… He’s waiting 
+ epic debut +
camille’s brithday debut was epic!!!!
grabe ang epic ng entrance, ang epic ng party, ang epic ng surprize!
proud na proud talaga ako sa kanya.
i love you camille! happy birthday
