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umiglip  ako ng mga 11pm para panoorin ko ang memorial service ni michael jackson.

nung dumating si kuya from work, sinabi ko na ipapalabas sa tv yung memorial service.

kaya yun, nag-alarm ako ng ala-una tapos bumangon ako at nakita ko si kuya kabubukas palang ng tv.

grabe ang impact…. umiyak ako ng isang drum. si kuya din umiyak.

napaiyak ako sa mga speech at mga kanta na ihinandog sa kanya.

isa sa mga paborito kong part ay yung kantang will you be there kasi may monologue ni mike sa katapusan.

nung kinanta ni mariah yung i’ll be there at nag adlib sa last part, grabe . . . lalo na nung sina bi yung name ni michael.

ang pagkanta ni jermaine ng smile… kakatouch grabe.

at si paris? sweet soul, sweet child… broken hearted.

he will be the greatest performer in my heart

but they told me, i have to be faithful

and walk when not able

and fight till the end

but i’m only human

~MJ

as much as i want to catch that split second

i want to pause it

finding it amazing that within that short span of time

i saw beauty

beauty it is

as it flashes quickly yet gracefully downward

deep growl few seconds after she appeared.

how fascinating

that lightning

magulo parang ipo-ipo

wala nang paraan para bumalik ang dating saya na nadarama.

hanggang ala-ala na kuhanan sa mga litrato at mga bidyo.

… sa huli mo lang naman makikita kung sino talaga ang nararapat ituring na tunay na kaibigan

pabayaan nyo na ako nagdadrama lang.

sayang lang talaga eh, sayang.

kung darating yung panahon upang magpatawad….

matagal-tagal pa iyun, at kahit ganon

hindi na maibabalik ang masayang kahapon

ganyan talaga pag nagkagulo

basta ako, nagpapasalamat na lang sa inyo

alam mo ng nagdadrama? ako yun

tae naman kasi

hahaha

tawa na lang tayo

hahaha

parang tanga lang

alam nyo ba yung feeling na may madaming ropes na nakatali sa iyong leeg at di ka makakawala?

kelan ka ba makakaalis? kelan ka pa may….

basta …

ok nakapag deisisyon na ako. hindi ako magoovernight.

pero sama ako sa treat ni Jeniffer

isa.

dalawa.

tatlo.

apat.

lima.

anim.

pito.

walo.

wala.

wala.

wala lang

sabaw

papayagan kaya ako?

mago-overnight  daw kasi eh.

pano kaya yun? eto pa… wala ako bathing suit

hay nako lang talaga.

may gusto akong gawin. lumipad. oo… lipad lang!

tapos masarap yung haplos ng hangin sa aking mukha.

para maagan naman yung feeling… digs?

totoong mas importante ang mga nangyayari ngayon.

at ang mga nangyari noon ay nangyari na… wag nang hukayin pa.

ngunit may utang na loob din tayo sa mga nangyari sa nakaraan.

sa tuwing maaalala, nasasaktan.

wala ako doon dati

magkahiwalay ang mundo natin.

umaasa na sana hindi bumalik ang kahapon.

dahil napakahalaga sa akin ang mga nangyayari ngayon.

*bow*

i’m a kid of the new generation and yet i was touch by the  music of a genius because eversince i was a kid, i was exposed to Mr. Jackson’s greatness.

i remember the times  back when i was a kid that i used to watch a video cassette tape  of Michael Jackson’s HIStory. i  even remember playing  it in the VHS nonstop and i watch it everyday. i memorized all of his songs and even studied his dance steps. from thriller to bad and to black or white….*sigh* …i find it amazing that every 10 seconds in his concerts, a fan faints because of the overwhelming emotions caused by Mr. Jackson’s energy onstage.

i also remember back in first year highschool, my class joined this contest wherein we have to sing and dance. i suggested that we should do Michael Jackson’s songs…so we did Thriller and Scream and we won first place

i believe Mr. Jackson is one of my biggest influences in music. over the years i am still impressed by his greatness despite of the controversies against him. yes, i am an avid fan. even my family.

it’s sad that he passed away…to think he will be performing again for the next month as his final curtain…. i feel like i have so much to say…but i’ll end it here

great songs MJ… goodbye

TARA!!!!

PUNTA TAYO SA MALAYONG LUGAR!!!

HALINA AT SUMIGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW