+ I Write… +

right now i’m writing a blog…

right now i’m happy

right now…i dunno hahaha

it has been a while ^^

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College has been good. So far the only problems that i am facing are my weight issues [too thin] , studies and uh, money ^^

So basically I’m writing a blog because I feel good. Well, usually I write because I’m depressed or something… or something about the development of the story of Canace and Blayde.      ~~~~on second thought….

Canace is away from home for a long time. She misses Blayde so much and she don’t have to worry about him..unlike before…

and Blayde? His training has already started. Unhappy with his job…but still he must continue for his dear mom…

from time to time thy write letters to each other ti rekindle their burning fire of love… communication is really important for Canace, afraid that they will make the same mistake as before….

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RANDOMNESS

that’s it for now

rawr

here i go again being over dramatic…..i don’t want this anymore… it’s broken!

choking myself in this cold dark room

 i call you…yearning for your presence

but you just stood there…

i want to talk to you

but no

i am starting to become a peeve

i dont want to be like that anymore

this could be just any ordinary day…but not until this afternoon.

my sister and i went to the clinic where i had my xray done. We have to get the results right away since tomorrow is the day of my enrollment for college.

the route to that place is crazy! we cant even find a parking space and we have to turn around and start all over to find a near parking lot. but anyways we kinda failed and parked the car along the block of the clinic and we just…walked.

we were just walking down the street under that scorching heat of that friggin sun [my sister said that her feet are burning!] then suddenly someone called my name. my head followed the voice’s direction and there he is! ….it has been a while

good thing we walked…and after that…i became clumsy from the moment he left, to the clinic and until we came home~______~

April 11, 2008:

My sister and I went to Manila for my confirmation and reservation in College of Saint Benilde. With my sister’s boyfriend to accompany us, we left home by 5:10 AM to avoid the friggin traffic and yeah we’re succesful.

hmmm…. [to be updated]

April 4, 2008:

THAT DAY! That was the day I graduated from this so-called highschool. I was excited and all and I can’t wait to get it over with since the day before I was burning all 27 CD’s up until like…2:00 AM  [it is for the copy of the movie that I made for the batch]

FLASHBACK:

I proposed to our Assistant Principal to do a movie for the graduating batch this school year so our graduation and even our batch would be worth remembering to our school.

I made the movie for a week during the first week of vacation and presented it to the A.P. I didn’t know other teachers also saw it and they keep on telling that I did a good job. Even one teacher was requesting a copy. Then it crossed my mind that one time I even thought of sellin copies for those who are interested. So I kept that plan and I earned 27 orders…bla bla bla and I kept the movie private so it would a suprize…nobony knows what it looks like…even for those who ordered a copy [well...except for some teachers]

When the graduation started, the curtains slowly opened on the stage and it was beautiful. The setting was great. Waterfalls and flowers everywhere! Credits to Sir Bryan Briguela…wooot!

My movie was supposed to be previewed during the singing of the graduation song to be lead by my “twin” Yvan Jovianne Ramos … there were who wide screens on each side by the stage of the Sentrum and the visuals were shown there using a laptop and 2 overhead projectors…dun pinalabas movie ko…omg

It was funny because at first, when my movie is being played, almost all of my batch-mates looked at me and started asking me “Telay! Ikaw ba ang gumawa nyan!!?!?” “Telay! Iyan na ga??” …. I was like (X___x) “Yeah?” …then they started singing the song…then…suddenly

“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!”

….groups of them are starting screeeaaaming and cheering when they saw their picture in the movie!  Some of them continue singing then eventually stopped when they see their shots and enjoyed the little movie that I made for them. I was glad and satisfied.

After grad… I was walking around the Sentrum trying to find the people who ordered a copy …well it was a job well done…i guess…ahaha

that’s all

well… finally after 3 years of waiting, I had the chance to sleep @ Erika’s house.

Last time she was “it” and slept over at my house then we agreed that next time it will be my turn to sleep over [that was three years ago!]

…And wad’ya know? We made a last min. plan to stay for another night when we [Camille, another friend, was with us]  were about to leave! haha

Man…anyways…we had fun. Ate pizza, watched the series of Ranma 1/2, Fushigi Yugi and the movie Shakespeare in Love.

Her house is huge and there is this huge “garden” behind the house! Actually, Erika’s resides at some mountain so behind the house there’s these trees, plants, a river and a pathway made of cement so we won’t get lost or trip or…anything…whatever.

Hahaha…i feel like i got so much to tell but…procastinating! hahahaha

anyways….here’s a video that i made for Erika last January [a birthday present]

Yay! Tita na ako!

I’m so proud of my sister… and I love her so much

we love you Baby Ethan! Welcome to the family!

i don’t want to say it

but keeping it hurts more

 knowing that it might hurt you

…is the most painful

i should quit this over-dramatic sickness…it is NOT healthy

[not to mention...also physically]

It’s my 2nd day having this new blog…yay!

Hahaha… well to start it all of, my cousin [Paola] left to fetch her mom and dad who just came from Italy….ugh…then…. When I  was about to take a shower I saw my LYF shirt in the laundry.  I can finally use this shirt, Pao always uses this… it’s mine, not hers!

Hahaha… anyway… last night I was having a chat with my Abiona via YM. All of a sudden she PM’ed me about a friggin whore. It’s about her mom and dad… they’re fighting all over again because of that whore girl who has been trying to destroy the family.

I just can’t believe it because it has already been more than a year and yet this issue is not yet done! Ugh… life could be this harsh…

My advice to my dear Abiona is to grab a pen and write what she was feeling.

She is good at writing and I got to admit, I love her ironic poems about love and life.

But surprisingly she told me that she couldn’t… it has been a while she since wrote something…well duh??...me too! That’s why I’m starting all over again with a new blog.

….my Abiona struggled to to the first line of a poem but somehow she did it…not yet finished though…

I’ll keep you guys posted and maybe I’ll post Abiona’s words of… heartbreak

not actually a note…

I just recieved a text message while my cellphone was lying beside the keyboard… it said”

“If ever you are using the computer, listen to the song “Tonight” by FM Static =)”

so then… I immediately clicked on Youtube and typed in the keysearch what I was looking for…

…well the song doesn’t have an official music video…

…..  as I scroll down the windowI saw the screenshot of the movie “A Walk to Remember” , my all-time fave, caught my attention. I clicked on the icon and watched the fan-made movie and listened to the song.

Ring a bell? I have already heard of this song before… but only this time I really listened to it.

To you… I thank you =)

rawr